life is like tat de ba...

when i came back home tat day , i ask my bro how is my dog coz he had been sick when i left home two weeks ago...my bro told me tat he had died dy few days b4 i came back....i really feel sad ba as he left me forever but on the other hand it is good also ba he left because in this way he won't endure much sufferings...but i sure hope tat i can be by his side tat time...i wonder where he is nw...is he still watching over me nw mayb? i hope he can go to a better place ba...nw in my heart, he had been listed as the third special dog tat had left me...i think tat dogs are special..they are made by Him to accompany man in this world...somehow i still couldn't get used to his absence...sometimes i still hoping to see tat he walked past in front of me, wagging his tail, n walk like he used to be-like a horse...although i know that is impossible...his absence are filled by the presence of two new comers, happy and lucky...they are two cute little puppies that nw have bcome part of my life n family...their presence are not to replaced those who had gone because each of them is an individual and could not be replaced...the presence of new individuals will only add more colours in ur life but the colours that once or now presence in ur life shall not fade...so is him...although he is gone , still i will remember him de....death n losing things in our life are the reminder to us that life is short and we must appreciate our life n ppl that are around us.....so i would like to take this chance to tell all the ppl in my life that they are important to me...so no matter how bitter o difficult ur life is, remember there are ppl tat love u in ur life so be strong ba...coz ur happiness is also theris and mine happiness, so must be happy o !!!!

hihi...

recently a bit bz ...now baru got a bit time wan write blog...on 30 nov night , i had attended a dinner held by the dinamika kemahiran unit n it is known as table ettique...they got teach us about the table manners...on the 28 nov night, the theme is western food, 29 nov malay food n 30 nov chinese food....overall the food is ok ...quite nice..then today i had known my last semester results...although i didn't expect to get tat results coz my expectation is lower than tat...haha...although it doesn't seems to be as good as other people's result...but i m satisfiead dy coz i didn't expect my physics to get A coz i knw my physics is not good ...furthermore i had shown improvement frm my last ups results...chemistry frm A- to A, mathematics frm B+ to A-,n physics frm C+ to A...n english still maintain A ...haha...ok dy la...next time i will work harder de...recently also keep raining but not my place ,i mean my hometown, sure hope the rain stop ba...if not don't knw i can go back home o not leh...

today is saturday...

today is my favourite day coz it is weekend ...i have nothing special to do , just doing my homework and online n download songs....lately rain more frequent le, so good n don't know why if rain i will feel better...but still today no rain lui...haha...lol...while i am writing tis blog , one e- mail tat i had received just now make me feel very funny ...haha..lol..tagged sure got a lot tis kind of ppl ba...haha..haiz..now i m alone.. all alone in my room as all my roomate had gone out...what should i do leh? sleep? too early le ba...do homework ar..no mood...do wat ar...so i decided to write a long long blog, d longest blog tat i had ever wrote..haha...don't mind wat the content is as long as it is long long long..haha..if i write d word "long" more until my blog bcome long leh does tat consider the longest blog i had ever wrote leh? haha...joking only la..tat sure got one word only can described my blog then n it is "long"..haha....lol..read tat e-mail again..just now just look at part of its content only..now look throught it ..feels lagi funny...maybe i can be friend wif him...lol...no way...next next week, heading for home sweet home ...hehe...can't wait n hope it stop rain dy that time if not scare flood then i can't go back le lo...need go back charge my battery....my home is my charger...haha... tis new semester learnt new n old things but most of all are new things ba...the most i don't like about tis semester is chinese new year holidays..for chinese new year i just got two days to celebrate...haiz...there goes my ang pau...haha...no la...just tat chinese new year can see long time no see the friends and relatives...but now...haiz...secondly leh, two days i need back at 5pm..to make it worse my ko kurikulum is on 5pm on monday which my lesson end at 5pm de day...lol..then my teacher say must sharp cannot late...lol...now sure hope i have special abilities got wings ko, can run fast ko, o even can teleported myself to any place i wan go...then i won't be late le....but the only thing i can do is to ask my lecturer to release 5 minutes earlier...today don't know why...i just let myself sleep...today i wake up late ,abt 10 .40am like tat just wake up...normally my limit is at nine something ba...haiz...i gave up dy...run out of idea..haha..oh well, i really can't write tat long ba...next time i will try to write long long again...haha...

have i changed??

today , got three hours of free periods in the morning coz two hour of practical no class...so nice...hehe...i have talked to a friend of mine since secondary school today through sms...he is still nice to me although in secondary school we only same class for about three years during f1 to f3...long dy no see him as he has further his study in other state...he told me tat i had changed...not like dulu anymore..had i ? i think i had not completely changed ...mayb got a little bit different ba as i had grow one year older n see more things than previous me....but overall i think tat inside,me is still me ,tat forgetful, clumsy, lazy me...always like to eat n wac tv de...haha...i think change is unvitable coz to grow is to change....but still tat change won't be able to change who i am, the real me...

first day of sem 2...

today semester two had officially started..luckily my first class-english is on 9 am so can wake up late a bit...haha...in english class , luckily our lecturer is still the same...haha...then in physics tutorial also the same..my lecturer just went in to take our attendance then after 20 minutes she released us dy as lecture has not begin yet so can't do tutorial...haha...so i spent abt one and a half hour in my room as the period after the physics tutorial is free period...mostly today only lecture had started , tutorial not yet...still today i got homework dy...lol...math tutorial and english exercise regarding paraphrasing...hope tis new semester is better than the last semester...haha...

how i spent my day today...the last free day..

today is still my holiday, the last holiday in matriculation that has no homework ...haha..early in the morning , i wake up already coz today i am going outing wif my friends...after everybody had arrived at d main gate, then we walked out to d junction as it is easier to take a bus n to make sure tat we have seats to sit...we wait and wait..more people are coming out as they also had the same thought as us...quite nervous coz tis means we need to act fast to ensure tat we have a place to sit on the bus...then the bus arrived...but tat bus driver didn't stop instead he went towards the main gate to fetch the students waiting in there...lol...we so hard walk out u go take them inside de..haiz..tis bus driver is bad...haha..while waiting him to make a U turn, i heard one of d ppl waiting for d bus same as us also the said : "we must play dirty"... he told his friend..haha..lol...so when the bus arrived everyone is well prepared to win this war

-a war tat will provide us space in the bus to stand (as we know that low posibility for us to have a seat dy)to whom tat win this war...so when the bus arrived , everybody tried their best to push themselves into the bus...me no need to say la, since i had many years of experience dy in tis kind of stuff, i manage to get into the bus...hehe..leaving behind some of the ppl tat not able to excel in tis war...haha..haiz..although we manage to secure a space in the bus but tat is not the end of the story yet...we need to stand along the journey to kuantan, abt 40 min u know..lol...then hor, d space pulok not leh big pun ,kena himpit like sardin fish in a can...lol...suffer...after that we went to termnal to take taxi to Teluk Chempedak, a place where that have land breeze n sea breeze---beach...haha...it was quite a fun trip as me long dy no go to the beach...got took some pic alsoas kenangan.. then we go n eat KFC coz MCDonald a lot of ppl...after filling our stomach , we headed for Kuantan Parade...then go shop for food supply n book for the new semester...then we walk to the bus stand n sat bus heading back...the end...haha...tomorrow start study again...lol...

me n my promise...

today i just finished watching a japanese movie- 10 promises to my dog...for me , tat movie ok lo quite touching de as my tears come out dy...haha..it is about a girl named Akari Saito n her dog , Socks...they had made 10 promises..n the promises are..1. listen patiently to wat i have to say..2. trust me, i m always on your side...3. play with me a lot...4. don't forget that i have feelings too...5.lets never fight...6. if i don't obey you, i have a good reason...7. you have school n friends but i only have you...8.stay my best friend, we must get along....9. i'll only live about 10 years, make every moment count,every moment together...10.never forget our life together..when my times come, please be by my side...some part of this movie makes me think of myself n my dogs whether they r still alive de o had gone forever de...one thing for sure, this movie make me miss them n think whether i had done my best as their owner to give all their need...had i fullfilled my promises to them?...my heart tell me tat i m not a good owner ...as i have to study in pahang , i think tat me n them are getting further apart as i m not at home all the time...i think somehow i had neglected them n i feel guilty for tat...as they had accompanied me to walk through my life no matter rainy days or bright days..i know tat they are n they will always be by my side de..sometimes it give me a secure feeling..dogs are certaintly men's best friend as by keeping them present in our life, we will feel tat somehow there are somebody tat need us n somebody there for us even if the whole world rejected us...it had been long tat men n dogs have special bond tat tied them together...sometimes they seems to understand us n show us their love by their own way..so i hope tat ppl in tis world can pay more attention to their dogs as we need each other to survive in tis world...never neglet ur dogs coz they have feelings too same as us, human and never ever try to abuse them or take them as food...believe me there are some ppl in tis world take them as food...love ur dogs n tis world will become even more beautiful ...