Starter blog for the holiday chapter

After a few days , i will be heading to penang with a few friends...This time the trip is a bit different compared to the last kl trip... Lesser people will be joining the penang trip and most of them are girls... so it can be said as the girls day out... haha... i hope we will have fun there... i surely hope so...I haven't check out where to go when we reach there... i hope we can go to the butterfly farm , the bookstore and of coz malls...haha.. lots n lots of malls if there were that many...haha... ohya, forgot the most important part of the trip dy, which is FOOD !!!! i wan eat puas puas ... sure come back will gain a lot dy except for karin chan.... i think she won't gain although eat a lot.... haha... still that skinny... : P

here is some information about penang that i browsed through while writting this blog...
http://www.tourismpenang.gov.my/top_10_picks_do.html
Do feel free to open it to know more about penang...

等待是一种期待，也是一种折磨

长长的假期快到了，好期待哦。。。没有上课，没有功课，只是呆在家里做自己想做的东西，发发白日梦，也蛮爽的。。。我想回家！！！！ 看着朋友笑着说考完了，明天是最后一张等等，心里好难过，因为我还有漫长的考试要熬过。。。 虽然还剩下三张，照理说应该三天就考完了，但因为每一张都相隔几天， 所以就这样一直在拖。。。本来说这样的安排好啊，有足够的时间可以读，但不知怎么了， 反而越来越没心情读下去，心里只想回家。。。

november...

i promise my best friend that i will write blog, so here i am writing although i m not sure what should i write.. haha... well, first of all, today i receive a surprise from her...haha... i don't wan elaborate more coz later she read will feel boring, coz read again n again... haha... so let move on to another topic...november reminds me of two thing- school holidays n rain... i feel that i really miss hamzah's life ba...life seems more fun that time.... i hope the rain will stop ba coz if not my bro n frens will have difficulties ba in term of going to the exam place....ohya, while searching for ideas in fb , i saw that many of my frens especially girls have change... thay are becoming more mature and beautiful...haha.. only me is d same... d look i have during f5...haha... although some of them i also don't knw how are them now but just wanna wish them all the best in their life !!!

等待下雨天。。。。。

炎热的中午真的让我更没心情温习。。原本已糟的心情也随着恶化。。。突然觉得好累好累，也好想放弃。。。不想再继续了。。。好希望雨快点下，只有这样心情才会好一些。。。

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long dy no write blog ba...two more days then is my final exam dy......i hope it quickly passed as i m eager to go home.....i can hide in my home for almost two months starting from next saturday....no need think of anything....but now in the mean time i feel quite tired n worry....will i perform better in this final exam? will i ? i m not sure....bcoz i have no confidence in myself....i hope d result won't be too bad.....wish me luck....(^_^)

today is friday...

if today is friday that means i had already at home for one week le....so fast then a few days more i need go back le...then mayb will less come back dy until april...i will wait patiently for april to come as a new chapter of life will begin at that time...i hope everything will be just fine ba especially my PSPM 2 ba in few months time...after that i m free le for a while...then study life have to start all over again...n tis will not be only for one year but for 3 or 4 years....i hope i can get a better course although i m still not sure wat course i have the most interest...still blur blur lui me...but that is me , always don't knw de....sometimes i wonder why i always don't know , i always forget de...but for me sometimes forgetting things is just the best solution for a more happier life...haha...i just simply 'delete' wat i don't want to remember...we only live once so what for remember those unhappy things..instead lead ur life as happy as u can is better ba....

day 2...

today is the second day at home....early lui i wake up bcoz i nid to give phey something ... haha.. see, phey i can wake up de la....haha...then i read storybook a while before my aunt ask me help her to blend sugar to make kerepek pisang de....we make it until twelve something...then after take my bath, i take a nap until four thirty...wa, mayb too tired le ba....tats why sleep tat long...haha...5pm , i went to the hospital with my aunt n mum to visit my another aunt...luckily her operation is successful...i reach home at nine something....today also quite bz de ba...tomolo leh i m going to be my aunt private nurse...haha...i hope i can do it ba...

Day 1...

halo...it's me...long time no c u all le ba through tis blog...it is bcoz i just finished my exam n my laptop's modem kena baiki..i use my college de wireless..lol...slow n most of d website can't open..lol...now i m back to my home sweet home...feeling good...haha....today at home quite bz de...morning leh wan eight am my dad wake me up le...then i play with happy...happy is so adorable n playful too...i heard he teared my aunty slipper...i think tat was normal for a puppy ba...coz he is growing up...then hor...he also eat rubber band..lol...tis happy sure don't knw wat not to eat leh...sometimes, he will selongkar my grandmother's daun kesum coz normally it is where my grandma will put the rubber bands which is used to tie the daun kesum...haha...my guess is to search for any remaining rubber bands...i helped my grandparent doing their chores n afternoon helped my aunt do kerepek pisang until six something ba...i hope tomolo still can live my day to the fullest like today ba...as bz as i can...haha...

life is like tat de ba...

when i came back home tat day , i ask my bro how is my dog coz he had been sick when i left home two weeks ago...my bro told me tat he had died dy few days b4 i came back....i really feel sad ba as he left me forever but on the other hand it is good also ba he left because in this way he won't endure much sufferings...but i sure hope tat i can be by his side tat time...i wonder where he is nw...is he still watching over me nw mayb? i hope he can go to a better place ba...nw in my heart, he had been listed as the third special dog tat had left me...i think tat dogs are special..they are made by Him to accompany man in this world...somehow i still couldn't get used to his absence...sometimes i still hoping to see tat he walked past in front of me, wagging his tail, n walk like he used to be-like a horse...although i know that is impossible...his absence are filled by the presence of two new comers, happy and lucky...they are two cute little puppies that nw have bcome part of my life n family...their presence are not to replaced those who had gone because each of them is an individual and could not be replaced...the presence of new individuals will only add more colours in ur life but the colours that once or now presence in ur life shall not fade...so is him...although he is gone , still i will remember him de....death n losing things in our life are the reminder to us that life is short and we must appreciate our life n ppl that are around us.....so i would like to take this chance to tell all the ppl in my life that they are important to me...so no matter how bitter o difficult ur life is, remember there are ppl tat love u in ur life so be strong ba...coz ur happiness is also theris and mine happiness, so must be happy o !!!!

hihi...

recently a bit bz ...now baru got a bit time wan write blog...on 30 nov night , i had attended a dinner held by the dinamika kemahiran unit n it is known as table ettique...they got teach us about the table manners...on the 28 nov night, the theme is western food, 29 nov malay food n 30 nov chinese food....overall the food is ok ...quite nice..then today i had known my last semester results...although i didn't expect to get tat results coz my expectation is lower than tat...haha...although it doesn't seems to be as good as other people's result...but i m satisfiead dy coz i didn't expect my physics to get A coz i knw my physics is not good ...furthermore i had shown improvement frm my last ups results...chemistry frm A- to A, mathematics frm B+ to A-,n physics frm C+ to A...n english still maintain A ...haha...ok dy la...next time i will work harder de...recently also keep raining but not my place ,i mean my hometown, sure hope the rain stop ba...if not don't knw i can go back home o not leh...

today is saturday...

today is my favourite day coz it is weekend ...i have nothing special to do , just doing my homework and online n download songs....lately rain more frequent le, so good n don't know why if rain i will feel better...but still today no rain lui...haha...lol...while i am writing tis blog , one e- mail tat i had received just now make me feel very funny ...haha..lol..tagged sure got a lot tis kind of ppl ba...haha..haiz..now i m alone.. all alone in my room as all my roomate had gone out...what should i do leh? sleep? too early le ba...do homework ar..no mood...do wat ar...so i decided to write a long long blog, d longest blog tat i had ever wrote..haha...don't mind wat the content is as long as it is long long long..haha..if i write d word "long" more until my blog bcome long leh does tat consider the longest blog i had ever wrote leh? haha...joking only la..tat sure got one word only can described my blog then n it is "long"..haha....lol..read tat e-mail again..just now just look at part of its content only..now look throught it ..feels lagi funny...maybe i can be friend wif him...lol...no way...next next week, heading for home sweet home ...hehe...can't wait n hope it stop rain dy that time if not scare flood then i can't go back le lo...need go back charge my battery....my home is my charger...haha... tis new semester learnt new n old things but most of all are new things ba...the most i don't like about tis semester is chinese new year holidays..for chinese new year i just got two days to celebrate...haiz...there goes my ang pau...haha...no la...just tat chinese new year can see long time no see the friends and relatives...but now...haiz...secondly leh, two days i need back at 5pm..to make it worse my ko kurikulum is on 5pm on monday which my lesson end at 5pm de day...lol..then my teacher say must sharp cannot late...lol...now sure hope i have special abilities got wings ko, can run fast ko, o even can teleported myself to any place i wan go...then i won't be late le....but the only thing i can do is to ask my lecturer to release 5 minutes earlier...today don't know why...i just let myself sleep...today i wake up late ,abt 10 .40am like tat just wake up...normally my limit is at nine something ba...haiz...i gave up dy...run out of idea..haha..oh well, i really can't write tat long ba...next time i will try to write long long again...haha...

have i changed??

today , got three hours of free periods in the morning coz two hour of practical no class...so nice...hehe...i have talked to a friend of mine since secondary school today through sms...he is still nice to me although in secondary school we only same class for about three years during f1 to f3...long dy no see him as he has further his study in other state...he told me tat i had changed...not like dulu anymore..had i ? i think i had not completely changed ...mayb got a little bit different ba as i had grow one year older n see more things than previous me....but overall i think tat inside,me is still me ,tat forgetful, clumsy, lazy me...always like to eat n wac tv de...haha...i think change is unvitable coz to grow is to change....but still tat change won't be able to change who i am, the real me...

first day of sem 2...

today semester two had officially started..luckily my first class-english is on 9 am so can wake up late a bit...haha...in english class , luckily our lecturer is still the same...haha...then in physics tutorial also the same..my lecturer just went in to take our attendance then after 20 minutes she released us dy as lecture has not begin yet so can't do tutorial...haha...so i spent abt one and a half hour in my room as the period after the physics tutorial is free period...mostly today only lecture had started , tutorial not yet...still today i got homework dy...lol...math tutorial and english exercise regarding paraphrasing...hope tis new semester is better than the last semester...haha...

how i spent my day today...the last free day..

today is still my holiday, the last holiday in matriculation that has no homework ...haha..early in the morning , i wake up already coz today i am going outing wif my friends...after everybody had arrived at d main gate, then we walked out to d junction as it is easier to take a bus n to make sure tat we have seats to sit...we wait and wait..more people are coming out as they also had the same thought as us...quite nervous coz tis means we need to act fast to ensure tat we have a place to sit on the bus...then the bus arrived...but tat bus driver didn't stop instead he went towards the main gate to fetch the students waiting in there...lol...we so hard walk out u go take them inside de..haiz..tis bus driver is bad...haha..while waiting him to make a U turn, i heard one of d ppl waiting for d bus same as us also the said : "we must play dirty"... he told his friend..haha..lol...so when the bus arrived everyone is well prepared to win this war

-a war tat will provide us space in the bus to stand (as we know that low posibility for us to have a seat dy)to whom tat win this war...so when the bus arrived , everybody tried their best to push themselves into the bus...me no need to say la, since i had many years of experience dy in tis kind of stuff, i manage to get into the bus...hehe..leaving behind some of the ppl tat not able to excel in tis war...haha..haiz..although we manage to secure a space in the bus but tat is not the end of the story yet...we need to stand along the journey to kuantan, abt 40 min u know..lol...then hor, d space pulok not leh big pun ,kena himpit like sardin fish in a can...lol...suffer...after that we went to termnal to take taxi to Teluk Chempedak, a place where that have land breeze n sea breeze---beach...haha...it was quite a fun trip as me long dy no go to the beach...got took some pic alsoas kenangan.. then we go n eat KFC coz MCDonald a lot of ppl...after filling our stomach , we headed for Kuantan Parade...then go shop for food supply n book for the new semester...then we walk to the bus stand n sat bus heading back...the end...haha...tomorrow start study again...lol...

me n my promise...

today i just finished watching a japanese movie- 10 promises to my dog...for me , tat movie ok lo quite touching de as my tears come out dy...haha..it is about a girl named Akari Saito n her dog , Socks...they had made 10 promises..n the promises are..1. listen patiently to wat i have to say..2. trust me, i m always on your side...3. play with me a lot...4. don't forget that i have feelings too...5.lets never fight...6. if i don't obey you, i have a good reason...7. you have school n friends but i only have you...8.stay my best friend, we must get along....9. i'll only live about 10 years, make every moment count,every moment together...10.never forget our life together..when my times come, please be by my side...some part of this movie makes me think of myself n my dogs whether they r still alive de o had gone forever de...one thing for sure, this movie make me miss them n think whether i had done my best as their owner to give all their need...had i fullfilled my promises to them?...my heart tell me tat i m not a good owner ...as i have to study in pahang , i think tat me n them are getting further apart as i m not at home all the time...i think somehow i had neglected them n i feel guilty for tat...as they had accompanied me to walk through my life no matter rainy days or bright days..i know tat they are n they will always be by my side de..sometimes it give me a secure feeling..dogs are certaintly men's best friend as by keeping them present in our life, we will feel tat somehow there are somebody tat need us n somebody there for us even if the whole world rejected us...it had been long tat men n dogs have special bond tat tied them together...sometimes they seems to understand us n show us their love by their own way..so i hope tat ppl in tis world can pay more attention to their dogs as we need each other to survive in tis world...never neglet ur dogs coz they have feelings too same as us, human and never ever try to abuse them or take them as food...believe me there are some ppl in tis world take them as food...love ur dogs n tis world will become even more beautiful ...