today is friday...

if today is friday that means i had already at home for one week le....so fast then a few days more i need go back le...then mayb will less come back dy until april...i will wait patiently for april to come as a new chapter of life will begin at that time...i hope everything will be just fine ba especially my PSPM 2 ba in few months time...after that i m free le for a while...then study life have to start all over again...n tis will not be only for one year but for 3 or 4 years....i hope i can get a better course although i m still not sure wat course i have the most interest...still blur blur lui me...but that is me , always don't knw de....sometimes i wonder why i always don't know , i always forget de...but for me sometimes forgetting things is just the best solution for a more happier life...haha...i just simply 'delete' wat i don't want to remember...we only live once so what for remember those unhappy things..instead lead ur life as happy as u can is better ba....

day 2...

today is the second day at home....early lui i wake up bcoz i nid to give phey something ... haha.. see, phey i can wake up de la....haha...then i read storybook a while before my aunt ask me help her to blend sugar to make kerepek pisang de....we make it until twelve something...then after take my bath, i take a nap until four thirty...wa, mayb too tired le ba....tats why sleep tat long...haha...5pm , i went to the hospital with my aunt n mum to visit my another aunt...luckily her operation is successful...i reach home at nine something....today also quite bz de ba...tomolo leh i m going to be my aunt private nurse...haha...i hope i can do it ba...

Day 1...

halo...it's me...long time no c u all le ba through tis blog...it is bcoz i just finished my exam n my laptop's modem kena baiki..i use my college de wireless..lol...slow n most of d website can't open..lol...now i m back to my home sweet home...feeling good...haha....today at home quite bz de...morning leh wan eight am my dad wake me up le...then i play with happy...happy is so adorable n playful too...i heard he teared my aunty slipper...i think tat was normal for a puppy ba...coz he is growing up...then hor...he also eat rubber band..lol...tis happy sure don't knw wat not to eat leh...sometimes, he will selongkar my grandmother's daun kesum coz normally it is where my grandma will put the rubber bands which is used to tie the daun kesum...haha...my guess is to search for any remaining rubber bands...i helped my grandparent doing their chores n afternoon helped my aunt do kerepek pisang until six something ba...i hope tomolo still can live my day to the fullest like today ba...as bz as i can...haha...

life is like tat de ba...

when i came back home tat day , i ask my bro how is my dog coz he had been sick when i left home two weeks ago...my bro told me tat he had died dy few days b4 i came back....i really feel sad ba as he left me forever but on the other hand it is good also ba he left because in this way he won't endure much sufferings...but i sure hope tat i can be by his side tat time...i wonder where he is nw...is he still watching over me nw mayb? i hope he can go to a better place ba...nw in my heart, he had been listed as the third special dog tat had left me...i think tat dogs are special..they are made by Him to accompany man in this world...somehow i still couldn't get used to his absence...sometimes i still hoping to see tat he walked past in front of me, wagging his tail, n walk like he used to be-like a horse...although i know that is impossible...his absence are filled by the presence of two new comers, happy and lucky...they are two cute little puppies that nw have bcome part of my life n family...their presence are not to replaced those who had gone because each of them is an individual and could not be replaced...the presence of new individuals will only add more colours in ur life but the colours that once or now presence in ur life shall not fade...so is him...although he is gone , still i will remember him de....death n losing things in our life are the reminder to us that life is short and we must appreciate our life n ppl that are around us.....so i would like to take this chance to tell all the ppl in my life that they are important to me...so no matter how bitter o difficult ur life is, remember there are ppl tat love u in ur life so be strong ba...coz ur happiness is also theris and mine happiness, so must be happy o !!!!

hihi...

recently a bit bz ...now baru got a bit time wan write blog...on 30 nov night , i had attended a dinner held by the dinamika kemahiran unit n it is known as table ettique...they got teach us about the table manners...on the 28 nov night, the theme is western food, 29 nov malay food n 30 nov chinese food....overall the food is ok ...quite nice..then today i had known my last semester results...although i didn't expect to get tat results coz my expectation is lower than tat...haha...although it doesn't seems to be as good as other people's result...but i m satisfiead dy coz i didn't expect my physics to get A coz i knw my physics is not good ...furthermore i had shown improvement frm my last ups results...chemistry frm A- to A, mathematics frm B+ to A-,n physics frm C+ to A...n english still maintain A ...haha...ok dy la...next time i will work harder de...recently also keep raining but not my place ,i mean my hometown, sure hope the rain stop ba...if not don't knw i can go back home o not leh...

today is saturday...

today is my favourite day coz it is weekend ...i have nothing special to do , just doing my homework and online n download songs....lately rain more frequent le, so good n don't know why if rain i will feel better...but still today no rain lui...haha...lol...while i am writing tis blog , one e- mail tat i had received just now make me feel very funny ...haha..lol..tagged sure got a lot tis kind of ppl ba...haha..haiz..now i m alone.. all alone in my room as all my roomate had gone out...what should i do leh? sleep? too early le ba...do homework ar..no mood...do wat ar...so i decided to write a long long blog, d longest blog tat i had ever wrote..haha...don't mind wat the content is as long as it is long long long..haha..if i write d word "long" more until my blog bcome long leh does tat consider the longest blog i had ever wrote leh? haha...joking only la..tat sure got one word only can described my blog then n it is "long"..haha....lol..read tat e-mail again..just now just look at part of its content only..now look throught it ..feels lagi funny...maybe i can be friend wif him...lol...no way...next next week, heading for home sweet home ...hehe...can't wait n hope it stop rain dy that time if not scare flood then i can't go back le lo...need go back charge my battery....my home is my charger...haha... tis new semester learnt new n old things but most of all are new things ba...the most i don't like about tis semester is chinese new year holidays..for chinese new year i just got two days to celebrate...haiz...there goes my ang pau...haha...no la...just tat chinese new year can see long time no see the friends and relatives...but now...haiz...secondly leh, two days i need back at 5pm..to make it worse my ko kurikulum is on 5pm on monday which my lesson end at 5pm de day...lol..then my teacher say must sharp cannot late...lol...now sure hope i have special abilities got wings ko, can run fast ko, o even can teleported myself to any place i wan go...then i won't be late le....but the only thing i can do is to ask my lecturer to release 5 minutes earlier...today don't know why...i just let myself sleep...today i wake up late ,abt 10 .40am like tat just wake up...normally my limit is at nine something ba...haiz...i gave up dy...run out of idea..haha..oh well, i really can't write tat long ba...next time i will try to write long long again...haha...

have i changed??

today , got three hours of free periods in the morning coz two hour of practical no class...so nice...hehe...i have talked to a friend of mine since secondary school today through sms...he is still nice to me although in secondary school we only same class for about three years during f1 to f3...long dy no see him as he has further his study in other state...he told me tat i had changed...not like dulu anymore..had i ? i think i had not completely changed ...mayb got a little bit different ba as i had grow one year older n see more things than previous me....but overall i think tat inside,me is still me ,tat forgetful, clumsy, lazy me...always like to eat n wac tv de...haha...i think change is unvitable coz to grow is to change....but still tat change won't be able to change who i am, the real me...