november...

i promise my best friend that i will write blog, so here i am writing although i m not sure what should i write.. haha... well, first of all, today i receive a surprise from her...haha... i don't wan elaborate more coz later she read will feel boring, coz read again n again... haha... so let move on to another topic...november reminds me of two thing- school holidays n rain... i feel that i really miss hamzah's life ba...life seems more fun that time.... i hope the rain will stop ba coz if not my bro n frens will have difficulties ba in term of going to the exam place....ohya, while searching for ideas in fb , i saw that many of my frens especially girls have change... thay are becoming more mature and beautiful...haha.. only me is d same... d look i have during f5...haha... although some of them i also don't knw how are them now but just wanna wish them all the best in their life !!!

等待下雨天。。。。。

炎热的中午真的让我更没心情温习。。原本已糟的心情也随着恶化。。。突然觉得好累好累，也好想放弃。。。不想再继续了。。。好希望雨快点下，只有这样心情才会好一些。。。

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long dy no write blog ba...two more days then is my final exam dy......i hope it quickly passed as i m eager to go home.....i can hide in my home for almost two months starting from next saturday....no need think of anything....but now in the mean time i feel quite tired n worry....will i perform better in this final exam? will i ? i m not sure....bcoz i have no confidence in myself....i hope d result won't be too bad.....wish me luck....(^_^)

today is friday...

if today is friday that means i had already at home for one week le....so fast then a few days more i need go back le...then mayb will less come back dy until april...i will wait patiently for april to come as a new chapter of life will begin at that time...i hope everything will be just fine ba especially my PSPM 2 ba in few months time...after that i m free le for a while...then study life have to start all over again...n tis will not be only for one year but for 3 or 4 years....i hope i can get a better course although i m still not sure wat course i have the most interest...still blur blur lui me...but that is me , always don't knw de....sometimes i wonder why i always don't know , i always forget de...but for me sometimes forgetting things is just the best solution for a more happier life...haha...i just simply 'delete' wat i don't want to remember...we only live once so what for remember those unhappy things..instead lead ur life as happy as u can is better ba....

day 2...

today is the second day at home....early lui i wake up bcoz i nid to give phey something ... haha.. see, phey i can wake up de la....haha...then i read storybook a while before my aunt ask me help her to blend sugar to make kerepek pisang de....we make it until twelve something...then after take my bath, i take a nap until four thirty...wa, mayb too tired le ba....tats why sleep tat long...haha...5pm , i went to the hospital with my aunt n mum to visit my another aunt...luckily her operation is successful...i reach home at nine something....today also quite bz de ba...tomolo leh i m going to be my aunt private nurse...haha...i hope i can do it ba...

Day 1...

halo...it's me...long time no c u all le ba through tis blog...it is bcoz i just finished my exam n my laptop's modem kena baiki..i use my college de wireless..lol...slow n most of d website can't open..lol...now i m back to my home sweet home...feeling good...haha....today at home quite bz de...morning leh wan eight am my dad wake me up le...then i play with happy...happy is so adorable n playful too...i heard he teared my aunty slipper...i think tat was normal for a puppy ba...coz he is growing up...then hor...he also eat rubber band..lol...tis happy sure don't knw wat not to eat leh...sometimes, he will selongkar my grandmother's daun kesum coz normally it is where my grandma will put the rubber bands which is used to tie the daun kesum...haha...my guess is to search for any remaining rubber bands...i helped my grandparent doing their chores n afternoon helped my aunt do kerepek pisang until six something ba...i hope tomolo still can live my day to the fullest like today ba...as bz as i can...haha...

life is like tat de ba...

when i came back home tat day , i ask my bro how is my dog coz he had been sick when i left home two weeks ago...my bro told me tat he had died dy few days b4 i came back....i really feel sad ba as he left me forever but on the other hand it is good also ba he left because in this way he won't endure much sufferings...but i sure hope tat i can be by his side tat time...i wonder where he is nw...is he still watching over me nw mayb? i hope he can go to a better place ba...nw in my heart, he had been listed as the third special dog tat had left me...i think tat dogs are special..they are made by Him to accompany man in this world...somehow i still couldn't get used to his absence...sometimes i still hoping to see tat he walked past in front of me, wagging his tail, n walk like he used to be-like a horse...although i know that is impossible...his absence are filled by the presence of two new comers, happy and lucky...they are two cute little puppies that nw have bcome part of my life n family...their presence are not to replaced those who had gone because each of them is an individual and could not be replaced...the presence of new individuals will only add more colours in ur life but the colours that once or now presence in ur life shall not fade...so is him...although he is gone , still i will remember him de....death n losing things in our life are the reminder to us that life is short and we must appreciate our life n ppl that are around us.....so i would like to take this chance to tell all the ppl in my life that they are important to me...so no matter how bitter o difficult ur life is, remember there are ppl tat love u in ur life so be strong ba...coz ur happiness is also theris and mine happiness, so must be happy o !!!!